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sinner as himself, except as God or the souls of men may be interested in the cause.

He heartily approveth of the justice of God in abhorring the proud ; and hath learned that Christians are in honour to prefer one another.''Let us not be desirous of vain-glory, provoking one another, envying one another.

2. But the remnant of pride is usually the most notable sin of the weak Christian : though it reigneth not, it foully blemisheth him. He would fain be taken for some body in the church: he is ready to step up into a higher room, and to think himself wiser and better than he is. If he can but speak confidently of the principles of religion, and some few controversies which he hath made himself sick with, he is ready to think himself fit to be a preacher. He looketh through a magnifying glass upon all his own performances and gifts; he loveth to be valued and praised; he can hardly bear to be slighted and dispraised, but is ready to think hardly of those that do it, if not to hate them in some degree. He loveth not to be found fault with, though it be necessary to his amendment; and though all this vice of pride be not so predominant in him as to conquer his humility, yet doth it much obscure and interrupt it: and though he hate this his pride, and strive against it, and lamenteth it before God, yet still it is the sorest ulcer in his soul : and should it prevail and overcome him, he would be abhorred of God, and it would be his ruin.

3. But in the hypocrite pride is the reigning sin; the praise of men is the air which he liveth in; he

was never well acquainted with himself, and never felt aright the burden of his sins and wants; and therefore cannot bear contempt from others. Indeed, if his corrupt disposition turn most to the way of covetousness, tyranny, or lust, he can the easier bear contempt from others, as long as he hath his will at home; and he can spare their love if he can be but feared and domineer. But still his pride is predominant; and when it affecteth not much the reputation of goodness, it affecteth the name of being rich or great. Sin may make him sordid, but grace doth not make him humble. Pride is the vital spirit of the corrupted state of

man.

XXVII. 1. A confirmed Christian is acquainted with the deceitfulness of man's heart, and the particular corrupt inclinations that are in it, and especially with his own; and he is acquainted with the wiles and methods of the tempter, and what are the materials which he maketh his baits of, and what is the manner in which he spreadeth his nets. He seeth always some snares before him; and what company soever he is in, or what business soever he is about, he walketh as among snares which are visible to his sight; and it is part of his business continually to avoid them. He liveth in a continual watch and warfare ; he can resist much stronger and more subtile temptations than the weak can do; he is always armed, and knoweth what are the special remedies against each particular snare and sin; and he carrieth always his antidotes about him, as one that liveth in an infectious world, and in the midst of a froward and perverse generation, from which he is charged to save himself.

2. And the weak Christian is a soldier in the army of Christ, and is engaged in striving against sin; and really taketh the flesh and world, as well as the devil, to be his enemies; and doth not only strive, but conquer in the main. But yet, alas ! how poorly is he armed; how unskilfully doth he manage his Christian armour; how often is he foiled and wounded; how many a temptation is he much unacquainted with ; and how many a snare doth lie before him which he never did observe ? And oft he is overcome in particular temptations when he never perceiveth it, but thinks that he hath conquered.

3. But the hypocrite is fast ensnared when he glorieth most of his integrity, and is deceived by his own heart, and thinketh he is something when he is nothing. When he is thanking God that he is not as other men, he is rejoicing in his dreams, and sacrificing for the victory which he never obtained. He is led by Satan captive at his will, when he is boasting of his uprightness; and hath a beam of covetousness, or pride, or cruelty, in his own eye while he is reviling or censuring another for the mote of some difference about a ceremony or tolerable opinion. And usually such grow worse and worse, deceiving and being deceived.

XXVIII. 1. A Christian indeed is one that hath deliberately counted what it may cost him to follow Christ and to save his soul; and, knowing that suffering with Christ is the way to our reigning

with him, he hath fully consented to the terms of Christ. He hath read in the Gospel, that' bearing the cross and forsaking all' is necessary to those that will be Christ's disciples; and accordingly in resolution he hath forsaken all, and looketh not for a smooth and easy way to heaven. He considereth that all that will live godly in Christ Jesus must suffer persecution,' and that “through many tribulations we must enter into heaven;' and, therefore, he taketh it not for a strange or unexpected thing if the fiery trial come upon him. He doth not wonder at the unrighteousness of the world, as if he expected reason, or honesty, justice, or truth, or mercy in the enemies of Christ and the instruments of Satan. He will not bring his action against the devil for unjustly afflicting him ; he will rather turn the other cheek to him that smiteth him, than he will hinder the good of any soul by seeking right; much less will he exercise unjust revenge : though, where government is exercised for truth and righteousness, he will not refuse to make use of the justice of it to punish iniquity and discourage evildoers; yet this is for God and the common good, and for the suppression of sin, much more than for himself. Suffering doth not surprise him as a thing unlooked for: he hath been long preparing for it, and it findeth him garrisoned in the love of Christ: yea, though his flesh will be as the flesh of others, sensible of the smart, and his mind is not senseless of the sufferings of his body, yet it is some pleasure and satisfaction to his soul to find himself in the common way to heaven, and to see the predictions of Christ fulfilled, and to feel himself so far conformed to Jesus Christ his head, and to trace the footsteps of a humbled Redeemer in the way before him. As 'Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh,' so doth the Christian 'arm himself with the same mind.' He rejoiceth that he is made 'partaker of the sufferings of Christ, that when his glory shall be revealed, he may also be partaker of the exceeding joy :' yea, he taketh the reproach of Christ for a treasure; yea, a greater treasure than riches, or man's favour can afford. For he knoweth if he be reproached for the name or sake of Christ he is happy; for thereby he glorifieth that God whom the enemy doth blaspheme, and so the Spirit of God, and of glory, resteth on him. He liveth and suffereth as one that from his heart believeth, that they are blessed that are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for great is their reward in heaven. And 'they are blessed when men shall revile them and persecute them, and say all manner of evil against them falsely for Christ's sake. In this they rejoice and are exceeding glad, as' knowing that herein they are 'followers of them who through faith and patience inherit the promises.' If he be offered upon the sacrifice and service of the faith of God's elect, he can rejoice in it as having greater good than evil. He can suffer the loss of all things, and account them dung that he may 'win Christ, and be found in him, and know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable to his death. Not out of surliness and pride doth he rejoice in sufferings; as some do

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