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I. 1. I purpose to inquire, First, What are the several Sorts of Wandering Thoughts? The particular sorts are innumerable; but, in general, they are of two sorts : Thoughts that wander from God; and thoughts that wander from the particular Point we have in Haud.

2. With regard to the former, all our thoughts are naturally of this kind: for they are continually wandering from God : we think nothing about him : God is not in all our thoughts: we are, one and all, as the Apostle observes, “ without God in the world.” We ibiuk of what we love: but we do pot love God; therefore, we think not of bim. Or, if we are now and then constrained to think of him for a time, yet as !!! have no pleasure therein, nay, rather, as these thoughts are not only insipid, but distasteful and irksome to us, we drive them out as soon as we can, and return to what we love to think of. So that the world and the things of the world,—what we shall cat, what we shall drink, what we shall potong-what we shall see, what we shall hear, what we shall gain,-how we shall please our senses or our imagination,-takes up all our time, and engrosses all our thought. So long, therefore, as We love the world; that is, so long as we are in our natural state; all our thoughts, from morning to evening, and from evening to morning, are no other than wandering thoughts.

3. But many times we are not only “ without God in the world,” but also fighting against him; as there is in every man by nature a “ carnal mind which is enmity against God:” wonder, therefore, that men abound with unbelieving thoughts ; either saying in their hearts, There is no God, or questioning, if not denying, his power or wisdom, his mercy, or justice, or holiness. No wonder, that they so often doubt of his providence, at lcast, of its extending to all events; or that, even though they allow it, they still entertain murmuring or repiuing thoughts. Nearly related to thesc, and frequently connected with them, are proud and rain imaginations. Again : sometimes they are taken up with angry, malicious, or revengeful thoughts; at other times, with airy scenes of pleasure, whether of sense or imagination ; whereby the earthy, sensual mind, becomes more earthy and sensual still. Now by all these they make flat war with God: these are wandering thoughts of the highest kind.

4. Widely different from these are the other sort of wandering thoughts ; in which the heart does not wander from God, but the understanding wanders from the particular point it had then in sicur. For instance: 1 sit down lo consider these

words in the verse preceding the text : “ The weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God.” I think,

This ought to be the case with all that are called Christians. But how far is it otherwise! Look round into almost every part of what is termed the Christian world! What inanner of weapons are these using? In what kind of warfare are they engaged,

“While men, like fiends, each other tear

In all the hellish rage of war?” See how these Christians love one another! Wherein are they preferable to Turks and Pagans ? What abomination can be found among Mahometans or Heathens, which is not found among Christians also ?' And thus my mind runs off, before I am aware, from one circumstance to another. Now all these are, in some sense, wandering thoughts : For although they do not wander from God, much less fight against him, yet they do wander from the particular point I had in view.

II. Such is the nature, such are the sorts (to speak rather usefully than philosophically) of Wandering Thoughts. But what are the general Occasions of them ? This we are, in the Second place, to consider.

1. And it is easy to observe, that the occasion of the former sort of thoughts, which oppose or wander from God, are, in general, sinful tempers. For instance: Why is not God in all the thoughts, in any of the thoughts, of a natural man? For a plain reason ; Be he rich or poor, learned or unlearned, he is an Atheist ; (though not vulgarly so called ;) be neither knows nor loves God. Why are his thoughts continually wandering after the world? Because he is an idolater. He does not indeed worship an image, or bow down to the stock of a tree; yet is he sunk into equally damnable idolatry: he loves, that is worships, the world. He seeks happiness in the things that are seen, in the pleasures that perish in the using. Why is it that his thoughts are perpetually wandering from the very end of his being, the knowledge of God in Christ? Because he is an unbeliever; because he has no faith; or, at least, no more than a Devil. So all these wandering thoughts easily and naturally spring from that evil root of unbelief.

2. The case is the same in other instances : Pride, anger, revenge, vanity, lust, covetousness, every one of them occasions thoughts suitable to its own nature. And so does every sinful temper of which the human mind is capable. The particulars it is hardly possible, nor is it needful, to enumerate: It suffices to observe, that as many evil tempers as find a place in any soul, so many ways that soul will depart from God, by the worst kind of wandering thoughts.

3. The occasions of the latter kind of wandering thoughts are exceeding various. Multitudes of them are occasioned by the watural union between the soul and body. How immediately and how deeply is the understanding affected by a diseased body! Let but the blood move irregularly in the brain, and all regular thinking is at an end. Raging madness ensues ; and then farewell to all evenness of thought. Yca, let only the spirits be burried or agitated to a certain degree, and a temporary madness, il delirium, prevents all settled thought. Avd is not the same irregularity of thought, in a measure, occasioned by every nervous disorder ?

So does “ the corruptible body press down the soul, and cause it to muse about

many things."

4. But does it only cause this in the time of sickness, or preternatural disorder ? Nay, but more or less, at all times, even in a state of perfect health. Let a man be ever so bealthy, he will be more or less delirious cvery four and twenty hours. For does he not sleep? And while he sleeps, is he not liable to drcam? And who then is master of his own thoughts, or able to preserve the order and consistency of them? Who can then keep them fixed to any one point, or prevent their wandering from pole to pole?

5. But suppose we are awake, are we always so awake, that we can steadily govern our thoughts? Are we not unavoidably exposed to contrary extremes, by the very nature of this machine, the body ? Sometimes we are too heavy, too dull and languid, to pursue any chain of thought. Sometimes, on the other hand, we are too lively. The imagination, without leave, starts to and fro, and carries us away hither and thither, whether we will or no; and all this from the merely natural motion of the spirits, or vibration of the nerves.

6. Farther : How many wanderings of thought may arise, from those various associations of our ideas, which are made entirely without our knowledge, and independently on our choice! How these connections are formed, we cannot tell ; but they are formed in a thousand different manners. Nor is it in the power of the wisest or holiest of men to break those associations, or prevent what is the necessary consequence of them, and matter of daily observation. Let the fire but touch one end of the train, and it immediately runs on to the other,

7. Once more: Let us fix our attention as studiously as we

are able on any subject, yet let either pleasure or pain arise, especially if it be intense, and it will demand our immediate attention, and attach our thought to itself. It will interrupt the steadiest contemplation, and divert the mind from its favourite subject.

8. These occasions of wandering thoughts lie within, are wrought into our very nature. But they will likewise naturally and necessarily arise from the various impulse of outward objects. Whatever strikes upon the organ of sense, the eye or ear, will raise a perception in the mind. And accordingly, whatever we see, or hear, will break in upon our former train of thought. Every man, therefore, that does any thing in our sight, or speaks any thing in our hearing, occasions our mind to wander, more or less, from the point it was thinking of before.

9. And there is no question but those Evil Spirits,—who are continually seeking whom they may devour, inake use of all the foregoing occasions, to hurry and distract our minds. Sometimes by one, sometimes by another of these means, they will barass and perplex us, and, so far as God permits, interrupt our thoughts, particularly when they are engaged on the best subjects. Nor is this at all strange: they well understand the very springs of thought, and know on which of the bodily organs, the imagination, the understanding, and every other faculty of the mind, more immediately depends. And hereby they know how, by affecting those organs, to affect the operations dependent on them. Add to this, that they can inject a thousand thoughts, without any of the preceding means; it being as natural for spirit to act upon spirit, as for matter to act upon matter. These things being considered, we cannot wonder that our thought so often wanders from any point which we have in view.

III. 1. What kind of Wandering Thoughts are Sinful, and what not, is the Third thing to be inquired into. And, first, All those thoughts which wander from God, which leave him no room in our minds, are undoubtedly sinful. For all these imply practical Atheism, and by these we are without God in the world. And so much more are all those which are contrary to God, which imply opposition or enunity to him. Such are all murmuring, discontented thoughts, which say, in effect, We will not have thee to rule over us ; all unbelieving thoughts, whether with regard to his Being, his Attributes, or bis Providence. I mean, bis Particular Providence over all things, as well as all persons, in the universe ; that without

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which “not a sparrow falls to the ground,” by which "the hairs of our head are all numbered ;” for as to a General Providence, (vulgarly so called,) coutradistinguished from a Particular, it is only a decent, well-sounding word, which means just nothing.

2. Again : All thoughts which spring from sinful tempers, are undoubtedly sinful. Such, for instance, are those that spring from a revengeful teniper, from pride, or lust, or vanity. “ An evil tree cannot bring forth good fruit: Therefore if the tree be evil, so must the fruit be also.

3. And so must those be, which cither produce or feed any sinful temper; those which either give rise to pride or vanity, to anger or love of the world, or confirm and increase these or any other umboly temper, passion, or aflection. For not only whatever flows from evil is evil; but also whatever leads to it; whatever tends to alienate the soul from God, and to make or keep it earthly, sensual, and devilish.

4. Hence, even those thoughts which are occasioned by weakness or disease, by the natural mechanism of the body, or by the laws of vital union, however innocent they may be in themselves, do verertheless become sinful, when they either produce or cherish and increase in us any sinful temper; suppose the desire of the flesh, the desire of the cye, or the pride of life. Ju like manner, the vandering thoughts which are occasioned by the words or actions of other men, if they canse or feed any wrong disposition, then commence sinful. And the same we may observe of those wbich are suggested or injected by the Devil. When they minister to any earthly or devilish temper, (which they do, whenever we give place to them, and thereby make them our own, then they are equally sinful with the tempers to which they minister.

5. But, abstracting from these cases, Wandering Thoughts, in the latter sense of the word, that is, thoughts, wherein our understanding wanders from the point it has in view, are no more sinful than the motion of the blood in our veins, or of the spirits in our brain. If they arise from an infirm constitution, or from some accidental weakness or distemper, they are as innocent as it is to have a weak constitution, or a distempered body. And surely no one doubts but a bad state of nerves, a fever of any kind, and either a transient or a lasting delirium, may consist with perfect innocence. And if they should arise in a soul which is united to an healthful body, either from ihe natural union between the body and soul, or from any of ten thousand changes which may occur in those organs of the body

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