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The region cloud hath mask'd him from me now,
Thus is his cheek the map of days out-worn, Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth; When beauty liv'd and died as flowers do now, Suns of the world may stain, when heaven's sun
Before these bastard signs of fair were born, staineth.
Or durst inbabit on a living brow;
Before the golden tresses of the dead,
The right of sepulchres, were shorn away,
To live a second life on second head,
E'er beauty's dead fleece made another gay;
In him those holy antique hours are seen,
Without all ornament, itself, and true,
Making no summer of another's green,
Robbing no old to dress his beauty new;
And him as for a map doth nature store,
To shew false art what beauty was of yore.
No longer mourn for me when I am dead,
Than you shall hear the surly sullen bell
Give warning to the world that I am fled
From this vile world, with vilest worms to dwell:
That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot,
If thinking on me then should make you woe.
When I perhaps compounded am with clay,
Do not so much as my poor name rehearse, When summer's breath their masked buds discloses : But let your love e'en with my life decay: But for their virtue only is their show,
Lest the wise world should look into your moan,
And mock you with me after I am gone.
0, lest the world should task you to recite And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth,
What merit liv'd in me, that you should love When that shall fade, my verse distils your truth.
After my death, dear love, forget me quite,
For you in me can nothing worthy prove; Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
Unless you would devise some virtuous lie,
And hang more praise upon deceased I,
Than niggard truth would willingly impart:
0, lest your true love may seem false in this, And broils root out the work of masonry,
That you for love speak well of me untrue, Nor Mars's sword, nor war's quick fire shall burn My name be buried where my body is, The living record of your memory.
And live no more to shame por me nor you. 'Gainst death and all oblivious enmity
For I am 'sham'd by that which I bring forth, Shall you pace forth ; your praise shall still fiud And so should you, to love things nothing worth. Even in the eyes of all posterity
[room, That wear this world out to the ending doom. That time of year thou may'st in me behold So till the judgment that yourself arise,
When yellow leaves, or none, or few do hang You live in this, and dwell in lovers' eyes.
Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
Bare ruin'd choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
In me thou seest the glowing of such fire,
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
As the death-bed whereon it must expire,
To love that well which thou must leave ere long.
Why, with the time, do I not glance aside
Therefore in that I cannot know thy change.
Is writ, in moods and frowns and wrinkles strange, And keep invention in a noted weed,
But heaven in thy creation did decree, That every word doth almost tell my name, That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell; Shewing their birth, and where they did proceed ? Whate'er thy thoughts or thy heart's workings be, O know, sweet love, I always write of you,
Thy looks should nothing else but sweetness tell. And you and love are still my argument;
How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow,
If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show!
How like a winter hath my absence been
From thee the pleasure of the fleeting year! So is my love still telling what is told.
What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen! So oft have I invok'd thee for my muse,
What old December's barenness every where ! And found such fair assistance in my verse,
And yet this time remov'd was summer's time; As every alien pen hath got my use,
The teeming autumn, big with rich increase, And under thee their poesy disperse.
Bearing the wanton burden of the prime, Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing, Like widow'd wombs after their lords' decease : And heavy ignorance aloft to fly,
Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me Have added feathers to the learned's wing,
But hope of orphans, and unfather'd fruit; And given grace a double majesty.
For summer and his pleasures wait on thee, Yet be most proud of that which I compile,
And thou away, the very birds are mute ; Whose influence is thine, and born of thee. Or, if they sing, 'tis with so dull a cheer, In others' works thou dost but mend the style, That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near. And arts with thy sweet graces graced be;
From you have I been absent in the spring, But thou art all my art, and dost advance
When proud-pied April, dress’d in all his trim, As high as learning my rude ignorance.
Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing ; Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault, That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him. And I will comment upon that offence ;
* Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt;
Of different flowers in odour and in hue, Against th y reasons making no defence.
Could make me any summer's story tell, Thou canst not, love, disgrace me half so ill, Or from their proud lap pluck them where they To set a form upon desired change,
Nor did I wonder at the lilies white, [grew : As I'll myself disgrace: knowing thy will,
Nor praise the deep vermillion in the rose ;
Yet seem'd it winter still, and, you away,
My love is strengthen'd, though more weak in seemFor thee, against myself I'll vow debate,
I love not less, though less the show appear: (ing; For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.
That love is merchandis’d, whose rich esteeming Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now; The owner's tongue doth publish every where. Now while the world is bent iny deeds to cross, Our love was new, and then but in the spring, Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow When I was wont to greet it with my lays ; And do not drop in for an after-loss:
As Philomel in summer's front doth sing, Ah! do not, when my heart hath scap'd this sorrow, And stops his pipe in growth of riper days: Come in the rearward of a conquer'd woe;
Not that the summer is less pleasant now Give not a windy night a rainy morrow,
Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night, To linger out a purpos'd overthrow.
But that wild music burdens every bough, If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last,
And sweets grown common lose their dear delight. When other petty griefs have done their spite,
Therefore, like her, I sometimes hold my tongue, But in the onset come; so shall I taste
Because I would not dull you with my song. At first the very worst of Fortune's might; And other strains of woe, which now seem woe,
To me, fair friend, you never can be old, Compar'd with loss of thee, will not seem so.
For as you were, when first your eye I ey'd,
Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold So shall I live, supposing thou art true,
Have from the forests shook three summer's pride; Like a deceived husband: so love's face
Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn’d, May still seem love to me, though alter'd new ; In process of the seasons have I seen, Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place : Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burn'd, For there can live no hatred in thine eye,
Since first I saw you fresh which yet are green.
Ah! yet doth beauty, like a dial hand,
But makes antiquity for aye his page; Steal from his figure, and no pace perceived, Finding the first conceit of love there bred, So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand, Where time and outward form would show it deal. Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived: For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred,
O never say that I was false of heart, Ere you were born was beauty's summer dead.
Tho' absence seem'd my flame to qualify.
As easy might I from myself depart, Let not my love be call'd idolatry,
As from my soul which in thy breast doth lie: Nor my beloved as an idol show,
That is my home of love: if I have rang’d, Since all alike my songs and praises be,
Like him that travels, I return again; To one, of one, still such, and ever so.
Just to the time, not with the time exchang'd, Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind,
So that myself bring water for my stain. Still constant in a wondrous excellence;
Never believe, tho' in my nature reign'd Therefore my verse, to coustancy confin’d,
All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood, One thing expressing, leaves out difference. That it could so preposterously be stain'd, Fair, kind, and true, is all my argument,
To leave for nothing all thy sum of good;
Save thou, my rose ; in it thou art my all.
Alas, 'tis true, I have gone here and there,
And made myself a motley to the view,
Gor'd mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most When in the chronicle of wasted time
Made old offences of affections new. I see descriptions of the fairest wights,
Most true it is, that I have look'd on truth And beauty making-beautiful old rhyme,
Askance and strangely; but, by all above, In praise of ladies dead, and lovely knights ; These blenches gave my heart another youth, Then in the blazon of sweet beauty's best,
And worse essays prov'd thee my best of love. Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow,
Now all is done, save what shall have no end: I see their antique pen would have express'd Mine appetite I never more will grind Even such a beauty as you master now.
On newer proof, to try an older friend, So all their praises are but prophecies
A God in love, to whom I am confin'd. of this our time, all you prefiguring ;
Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best, And, for they look'd but with divining eyes, E'en to thy pure and most most loving breast. They had not skill enough your worth to sing: For we, which now behold these present days,
O, for my sake, do thou with fortune chide, Have eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise.
The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds,
That did not better for my lise provide, Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul Than public means, which public manners breeds. Of the wide world dreaming on things to come, Thence comes it that my name receives a brand, Can yet the lease of my true love control,
And almost thence my nature is subdu'd Suppos'd as forfeit to a confin’d doom.
To what it works in, like the dyer's hand. The mortal moon hath her eclipse endur'd,
Pity me then, and wish I were renew'd;
No bitterness that I will bitter thinki,
Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine, Within his bending sickle's compass come; E'en as when first I hallow'd thy fair name. Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, So that eternal love in love's fresh case
But bears it out e'en to the edge of doom. Weighs not the dust and injury of age,
If this be error, and upon me prov'd, Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.,
The expense of spirit in a waste of shame
Mild as a dove, but neither true nor trusty, Is lust in action ; and till action, lust
Brighter than glass, and yet, as glass is, brittle, Is perjur’d, murderous, bloody, full of blame, Softer than wax, and yet, as iron, rusty ; Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust;
A little pale, with damask dye to grace her, Enjoy'd no sooner, but despised straight;
None fairer, nor one falser to deface her. Past reason hunted; and no sooner had,
Her lips to mine how often hath she join’d, Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait,
Between each kiss her oaths of true love swearing! On purpose laid to make the taker mad:
How many tales to please me hath she coin'd, Mad in pursuit, and in possession so ;
Dreading my love, the loss whereof still fearing! Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme ; Yet in the midst of all her pure protestings, A bliss in proof,—and prov'd, a very woe;
Her faith, her oaths, her tears, and all were jestings. Before, a joy propos’d; behind, a dream:
She burnt with love, as straw with fire flameth, All this the world well knows; yet none knows well She burnt with love, as soon as straw out burneth; To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell. She fram'd the love, and yet she foil'd the framing,
She bade love last, and yet she fell a turning. Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me,
Was this a lover, or a lecher whether?
Bad in the best, though excellent in neither.
If music and sweet poetry agree,
As they must needs, the sister and the brother, Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east,
Then inust the love be great 'twixt thee and me, Nor that full star that ushers in the even
Because thou lov'st the one, and I the other. Doth half that glory to the sober west,
Downland to thee is dear, whose heavenly touch As those two mourning eyes become thy face.
Upon the lute doth ravish human sense ; O let it then as well beseem thy heart
Spenser to me, whose deep conceit is such, To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
As passing all conceit, needs no defence. And suit thy pity like in every part.
Thou lov'st to hear the sweet melodious sound, Then will I swear beauty herself is black,
That Phæbus' lute, the queen of music, makes: And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
And I in deep delight am chiefly drown'd,
One god is god of both, as poets feign;
One knight loves both, and both in thee remain. That thy unkindness lays upon my heart ; Wound me not with thine eye, but with thy tongue ; Sweet rose, fair flower, untimely pluck'd, soon faded, Use power with power, and slay me not by art.
Pluck'd in the bud, and faded in the spring! Tell me thou lov’st elsewhere; but in my sight,
Bright orient pearl, alack ! too timely shaded ! Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside. Fair creature, kill'd too soon by death's sharp sting! What need'st thou wound with cunning, when thy
Like a green plum that hangs upon a tree, might
And falls, through wind, before the fall should be. Is more than my o'erpress'd defence can bide?
I weep for thee, and yet no cause I have ; Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows
For why? 'thou left'st me nothing in thy will. Her pretty looks have been mine enemies;
And yet thou left'st me more than I did crave; And therefore from my face she turns my foes,
For why? I craved nothing of thee still: That they elsewhere might dart their injuries:
O yes, dear friend, I pardon crave of thee; Yet do not so ; but since I am near slain,
Thy discontent thou didst bequeath to me. Kill me outright with looks, and rid my pain.
Crabbed age and youth, Did not the heavenly rhetoric of thine eye,
Cannot live together; 'Gainst whom the world cannot hold argument,
Youth is full of pleasance,
Age is full of care :
Age like winter weather;
Youth like suinmer brave,
Youth is hot and bold,
Age is weak and cold; If by me broke, what fool is not so wise
Youth is wild, and age is tame. To break an oath to win a paradise ?
Age, I do abhor thee; Fair is my love, but not so fair as fickle,
Youth I do adore thee;
O, my love, my love is young:
Vow, alack, for youth unmeet, Age I do defy thee;
Youth, so apt to pluck a sweet. O sweet shepherd, hie thee,
Do not call it sin in me, For methinks thou stay'st too long.
That I am forsworn for thee;
Thou for whom e'en Jove would swear Beauty is but a vain and doubtful good,
Juno but an Ethiope were ; A shining gloss that fadeth suddenly ;
And deny himself for Jore,
Turning mortal for thy love."
As it fell upon a day,
In the merry month of May, As faded gloss no rubbing will refresh,
Sitting in a pleasant shade As flowers dead lie wither'd on the ground,
Which a grove of myrtles made, As broken glass no cement can redress,
Beasts did leap, and birds did sing, So beauty, blemish'd once, for ever's lost,
Trees did grow, and plants did spring: In spite of physic, painting, pain, and cost.
Every thing did banish moan, Good night, good rest. Ah! neither be my share :
Save the nightingale alone : She bade good night, that kept my rest away;
She, poor bird, as all forlorn,
Lean'd her breast up-till a thorn, And daft me to a cabin hang'd with care, To descant on the doubts of my decay. [row;"
And there sung the dolefull'st ditty,
That to hear it was great pity: “ Farewell," quoth she, “and come again to-mor
Fie, fie, fie, now would she cry, Farewell, I could not, for I supp'd with sorrow.
Teru, Teru, by and by: Yet at my parting sweetly she did smile,
That to hear her so complain, In scorn or friendship, nill I construe whether:
Scarce I could from tears refrain; May be, she joy'd to jest at my exile,
For her griefs, so lively shewn,
Made me think upon mine own.
Ah! (thought I) thou mourn'st in vain;
None take pity on thy pain : Lord how mine eyes threw gazes to the east ! Senseless trees, they cannot hear thee ; My heart doth charge the watch; the morning rise Ruthless beasts, they will not cheer thee; Doth cite each moving sense from idle rest,
King Pandion, be is dead; Not daring trust the office of mine eyes.
All thy friends are lapp'd in lead: While Philomela sings, I sit and mark,
All thy fellow birds do sing, And wish her lays were tuned like the lark ; Careless of thy sorrowing. For she doth welcome day-light with her ditty, Even so, poor bird, like thee, And drives away dark dismal dreaming night:
None alive will pity me. The night so pack'd, I post unto my pretty ;
Whilst as fickle fortune smild,
Thou and I were both beguild,
Faithful friends are hard to find.
No man will supply thy want. Short night, to-nighi, and length thyself to-morrow. If that one be prodigal,
Bountiful they will him call; On a day (alack the day :)
And with such like flattering, Love, whose month was ever May,
“ Pity but he were a king." Spy'd a blossom passing fair,
If he be addict to vice, Playing in the wanton air.
Quickly him they will entice; Through the velvet leaves the wind,
If to women he be bent, All unseen, 'gan passage find;
They have him at commandement; That the lover, sick to death,
But if fortune once do frown, Wish'd himself the heaven's breath:
Then farewel his great renowo : “ Air,” quoth he," thy cheeks may blow;
They that fawn'd on him before, Air, would I might triumph so !
Use his company no more. But, alas! my hand hath sworn
He that is thy friend indeed, Ne'er to pluck thee from thy thorn:
He will help thee in thy need;