Without fuch fcience of the worldly scene, Render'd by contemplation half-divine. 770 775 780 So fhalt thou live, as thou may't learn to die; THE BASTARD: INSCRIBED WITH ALL DUE REVERENCE TO MRS. BRETT, ONCE COUNTESS OF MACCLESFIELD. Decet hæc dare dona Novercam." Ov. Met. PREFACE. TH HE reader will eafily perceive these verfes were begun, when my heart was gayer than it has been of late; and finished in hours of the deepest melancholy. I hope the world will do me the justice to believe, that no part of this flaws from any real anger again the Lady, to whom it is infcribed. Whatever undeferved feverities I may have received at her hands, would fhe deal fo candidly as acknowledge truth, the very well knows, by an experience of many years, that I have ever behaved myfelf towards her, like one who thought it his duty to fupport with patience all afflictions from that quarter. Indeed, if I had not been capable of forgiving a Mother, I must have blufhed to receive pardon myfelf at the hands of my Sovereign. Neither, Neither, to fay the truth, were the manner of my birth all, fhould I have any reafon for complaintWhen I am a little difpofed to a gay turn of thinking, I confider, as I was a Derelict from my cradle, I have the honour of a lawful claim to the beft protection in Europe. For being a spot of earth, to which nobody pretends a title, I devolve naturally upon the King, as one of the rights of his Royalty. While I prefume to name his Majesty, I look back, with confufion, upon the mercy I have lately experienced; because it is impoffible to remember it, but with fomething I would fain forget, for the fake of my future peace, and alleviation of my paft misfortune. I owe my life to the Royal Pity, if a wretch can, with propriety, be faid to live, whofe days are fewer than his forrows; and to whom death had been but a redemption from mifery. But I will fuffer my pardon as my punishment, tilk that life, which has fo graciously been given me, fhall become confiderable enough not to be ufelefs in his fervice to whom it was forfeited. Under influence of these fentiments, with which His Majesty's great goodnefs has infpired me, I confider my lofs of fortune and dignity as my happiness; to which, as I am born without ambition, I am thrown from them without repining-Poffeffing thofe advantages, my care had been, perhaps, how to enjoy life; by the want of them I am taught this nobler leffon, to study how to deferve it. RICHARD SAVAGE. THE BASTA R D.. IN gayer hours, when high my fancy ran, The Mufe, exulting, thus her lay began. He! fampt in nature's mint of ecstacy! His daring hope, no fire's example bounds; Born to himself, by no poffeffion led, Nor guides, nor rules, his fovereign choice control, 15 Loos'd to the world's wide range-enjoy'd no aim, 20 25 Discharged Difcharg'd my grasping foul; pufh'd me from shore, And launch'd me into life without an oar. 30 What had I loft, if, conjugally kind, I had been born your dull, domestic heir, Climbs against wrongs, and brightens into day. -40 I fung: Gay fluttering hope, my fancy fir'd; 45 50 55 |